Someone is waiting

I want to give this song for you. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-btimVF1UfU

I know you are waiting for me and waiting for my call, etc. 

I understand smelly. 

If

If I can have less trouble, especially when I am not in a good EQ mode.

Energy Difference

2 long time no see friends said I was different, in term of my energy and the "appearance"....
And today, the end of the working week, I finished a large amount of works and duties I've ever had....
But I am not that happy. I just found that my answers, my presentation to others are so politically correct, too corrected that I am a bit hate myself.
I shall be the one that have more freely mind.

好難受

Pain

Pain and lost.
Need some fresh air.

The sound I miss

Suddenly I miss this sound.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRRv2-K5WN4

Too tired

U might still not know how bad it was created and how selfish it is.

Tension

To be frank, this high pressure tension is much higher than my work pressure.
Try my best.

Going where?

Back to HK about two and a half month.

Get back the rhythm of city, working and life style.

I don't like it.

I have low sense of orientation in city, addicted into iPhone, electronics.

No time for friends.

Worries and tense.

Might be should consider going back to Central and South America?

無力感

Can't do nothing,
Cannot sleep,
Stomachache,
Cry,
Useless.

還有刺吧。

忍

Woke up normally at 9:30am, but I don't want to move and do nothing today. even now still in the bed.

I understand it is the important time to think. 

It is just very hard to keep not contacting and share what my feeling. 

Eu vou espera... 

After the banquet

幫忙完成婚宴後 竟然有很重的失落感

Pray and wait

I understand it is not easy to work out, especially that is out of your concept of accepting a person.

take your time. 

although I cannot do anything at the moment. 

I will pray and wait. 

I must pass the test!!!

You helped me a lot in all kind. What I must do is try my best to keep myself up.

when bad things heppened

When people's poor, u can see ghost more easily...

in central america

dog bite in Guatemala

money, computer, harddisk and other things stolen in Nicaragua

and when i brought air ticket, got a "ticky" agency that i spent more 140USD in Costa Rica.

it's hard keep on facing bad things. 

but time pass. will need to keep myself a clear mind and relax. 

Think positive.

Going back South tomorrow. The time will be much better, I believe.

Nothing

even there were nothing happened. my heart and stomach pained. 

trusted and worried.

Even the lifes don't cross anymore, wish there will be good things, people and lifes around you. 

1/5 of the world

By the end of the year 2010, I will be visited 1/5 of the world....haha


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