After the banquet

幫忙完成婚宴後 竟然有很重的失落感

Pray and wait

I understand it is not easy to work out, especially that is out of your concept of accepting a person.

take your time. 

although I cannot do anything at the moment. 

I will pray and wait. 

I must pass the test!!!

You helped me a lot in all kind. What I must do is try my best to keep myself up.

when bad things heppened

When people's poor, u can see ghost more easily...

in central america

dog bite in Guatemala

money, computer, harddisk and other things stolen in Nicaragua

and when i brought air ticket, got a "ticky" agency that i spent more 140USD in Costa Rica.

it's hard keep on facing bad things. 

but time pass. will need to keep myself a clear mind and relax. 

Think positive.

Going back South tomorrow. The time will be much better, I believe.

Nothing

even there were nothing happened. my heart and stomach pained. 

trusted and worried.

Even the lifes don't cross anymore, wish there will be good things, people and lifes around you.